So I have had long reconciled with my ex-girlfriend, she's engaged to someone else and I have no hard feelings against her since the romance died down with the relationship (plus it spared me from getting into a dysfunctional family). I find myself having had made peace with my so-called first crush, I have sorted out my heart and have realized I may not have any need for revenge anymore. After all, my high school rival had also lost interest in one of the girls we fought for namely the "campus queen". I have even lost interest with the "campus queen" and in spite of no longer liking her, I have reconciled with her.
Now for some possible brides-to-be:
On the other hand, I still find myself in love with some girl who looks like Haruka Suenaga... and more of a real life Sakura Nishihori. I feel like in a rather difficult attraction since I wanted her for the wrong reasons. It was a difficult problem that I had to encounter especially I stalked her like crazy. I only wanted her because she was a popular girl... pretty, sexy, intelligent... and what more can I ask? I felt like she was a trophy to be won than a person to be loved. In fact, even my ex-girlfriend supported my desire for this girl. Personalities are pretty incompatible though. =P
On the other hand, I might actually end up with my friend who's had lots of suitors and HASN'T DATED ANYONE. I guess she's aware of the fact she's being pursued as a trophy. I was thinking is she the one? She's half-Spanish and somewhat resembles Rin Takanashi.
On the other hand, I still think my half-Swiss friend is my current dream girl. In my case, I am now more enamored with her personality than her good looks. She's a nice person and she might be my key to starting a wholesome relationship. Gotta remember though.. appearance is just a bonus!
Now for some possible brides-to-be:
On the other hand, I still find myself in love with some girl who looks like Haruka Suenaga... and more of a real life Sakura Nishihori. I feel like in a rather difficult attraction since I wanted her for the wrong reasons. It was a difficult problem that I had to encounter especially I stalked her like crazy. I only wanted her because she was a popular girl... pretty, sexy, intelligent... and what more can I ask? I felt like she was a trophy to be won than a person to be loved. In fact, even my ex-girlfriend supported my desire for this girl. Personalities are pretty incompatible though. =P
On the other hand, I might actually end up with my friend who's had lots of suitors and HASN'T DATED ANYONE. I guess she's aware of the fact she's being pursued as a trophy. I was thinking is she the one? She's half-Spanish and somewhat resembles Rin Takanashi.
On the other hand, I still think my half-Swiss friend is my current dream girl. In my case, I am now more enamored with her personality than her good looks. She's a nice person and she might be my key to starting a wholesome relationship. Gotta remember though.. appearance is just a bonus!
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